Hey all,
I've started a new public blog. As I want to remain anonymous regarding this one, I can't give you the link, but I'm pretty sure most of you reading this already know me. If not, and you really want to know the address of the public blog, you can try leaving me a comment here with a way to contact you and I'll do my best.
I may also still post here as there are things I can't really talk about publicly - especially recovery stuff and this would be the place for all that. But I am not sure how much I will be writing here, so wanted to check in now before I forget.
This has been an amazing ride, and I feel, as with therapy today, in some ways - with this phase - I'm done. Not as in I'll never grow more or find out more stuff, but there has been an extraordinary change internally and I feel deeply OK, just that: OK. And like I am OK no matter what. I've never felt this before in my life.
Something about 'going public' is important too, putting my name on stuff, not hiding in the wings afraid of people knowing my name and what I really feel. It feels a bit like I've emerged from a cocoon or perhaps shed a skin...all the analogies sound pretty lame, but you get the picture.
I really feel like I've graduated from high-school, especially today, leaving my therapists for the last time after 7 years of work, crying, for the loss of such an amazing person in my life but knowing it was the right thing at the right time.
Now, I'm off to bed as I've blogged til I dropped earlier today on my other blog and need to stop staring at screens...
be well everyone and blessings to all.
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