Hello,
As you have discovered if you are reading this, the design has shifted on the blog. It was an attempt to be able to comment on the blog myself, but that did not succeed...however, I have decided blue is better than fake books. Hmmm. Also, disturbingly, am finding myself checking the stats on the blog for how many people are reading it, etc. This is not good as it of course fuels all sorts of performance stuff but of course I can't decide 'not to care' either. Not sure what to do about this right now.
Very tired after going back and forth to see a very good friend through a difficult weekend, which I will not discuss as that is her story...however, I also got to see my favorite thing in the world: crashing waves thanks to Hurricane Igor. About to go and visit my parents on Tuesday, which will be interesting after the healing stuff done earlier regarding my mother (this step-father now is not part of the family bad times from the deep dark past...). Also have a public event coming up after that which involves my work and beginning to feel The Fear about that and hoping it will dissipate when I remember once again that I am a human being deserving of oxygen on this earth and such-like...don't have to earn my right to be here, etc., etc....This all takes me a depressingly long time to figure out.
OK, off to bed now and apologies for relatively uninteresting post, just wanted to let you know design change was on purpose. And to ask for any prayers, good thoughts and whatnot for putting my work into the public sphere.
No comments:
Post a Comment