So had the procedure mentioned in last post and all is well. Just regular old hormone imbalance but nothing worse. That's a relief. Now I have to figure out whether to continue dealing with some other stuff or not. Feeling massively relieved today though.
So the challenge if I choose to accept it for the rest of the day is: can she rest? You know like not even be on here writing on the blog kind of rest. Pray for me that I can as I need it.
And much gratitude to a very good friend who came along with me. What a relief to have someone sitting there so when I'm having the deer in the headlights response to anything a doctor is telling me my friend has the wherewithal to record it on her phone. Phew and wow. I am having a hard time these days connecting with gratitude so wanting to write it anyway.
Hard time but good to seeing a friend with a child yesterday, it's always tricky territory and hearing stories of other friends having a hard time conceiving and all the happy, sad, scary, joy-filled stories.
Spent this past weekend videotaping leaves for a show and it was gorgeous. Also the sense of power with a video camera is kind of amazing. I've always been such a Luddite so this is big news for She who is Slow with technology. Loving it. It feels like a kind of 'writing'...
OK, feeling woozy so going off the computer now but wanted you to know I am OK. Hope all are well.
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