a note to mark a peaceful day. one in which after meditation I realized for a variety of reasons, I'm actually an OK person and that underneath all of my obsessions and worries usually lies a germ or mountain of self-hatred. Somehow that is beginning - just for today - to dissipate and for that I am profoundly grateful. I am taking better care of myself and enjoying the peacefulness of a rural part of the country in the snow. I am even enjoying being home for the holidays, which in and of itself feels like a miracle. No sense of self-surrender or exhaustive need to hold boundaries but instead just a sense of peace.
had weird dreams last night and glad to have woken up from them. the other day a dream of someone walking out of a video projection and the projection staying on them somehow or was it the other way around? In any case, something quite interesting.
there are ducks on the pond swimming and on ice. there is peace for today and for that I am grateful. these are the joys of living so simple...
blessings to all for the holidays and New Year. I wish you all the peaceful knowledge that you are OK. This may sound kind of lame but for me it's a revelation.
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